Bulimia Addiction What Is The Best Way To Start Over After Going Through A Devastating Addiction?

What is the best way to start over after going through a devastating addiction? - bulimia addiction

I just want to know if someone can give me some ideas of how life began anew. I am 22 and I had a very devastating problem called bulimia for 5 years. I got out of two universities, has been pregnant twice went to prison, not two treatment programs, almost died of alcohol poisoning, put my family through hell, wasting large amounts of money. All these things are totally out of character. In school I was a perfectionist conscientous. Now I'm in school and I feel lost, afraid, lonely and depressed because I know I have to change everything about myself and learning to think differently about life and who I am. Now I feel like I finally force it, but I'm very excited, and I am very worried and feel guilty. I see a counselor, take a pill to help and anxiety, but no idea what they can do to stay on the road to recovery?